[ into my problems.. ]
Saturday, 3 October 2009( 10:07 pm )
This morning I got a bomb shell from Mr James Wong. He injured his hands and neck and as such he said he cant perform for tonight’s show. It really crack my head open early in the morning! Well, I got worried and tried to inform Yong Shun and find replacement. Wan Chien was kind and steadfast to agree in replacing James for tonight’s show. But before I can ask more confident player like WeiQi for help, Lao Shi got Shao Long to replace the vacancy. Im surprised he is that enthusiastic to help our out.
I wasn’t able to go as I have a MDC show later tonight. Seriously I had a show last night too. The good thing is I got myself a replacement but then my colleagues shown GREAT resentment to the way I do things: My external commitment comes before Army Function which should be the opposite in the 1st place.
I got sandwiched between a duty as a organizer for the moonfest show and a commitment for my army duties. I got screwed.
Seriously there is a lot of ‘behind the scene’ actions going about when I do things and sadly nobody knows about it. And usually when I never mentioned ‘behind the scene’ actions to anyone, I got misunderstood by people like my colleagues and my fellow jingshan mates.. I felt like I got ostracized..
it sucks.. seriously..