[ letting off the stream from the kettle.. ]
Sunday, 5 April 2009( 11:00 pm )
i have been pondering the past few nights over the problems im facing as a SL in jingshan.. i wondered how i should break the news to my fellow section mates in jingshan today.. i somehow break the barrier i had on myself and let it out the problems that im facing and found out for the past few weeks..
got kinda emotional about it when mentioning rui xiang.. thought i would say im not as close as the others, but then from the moment i joined jingshan, rui xiang was my only section buddy i had. and over the years i got spiritually attached to him.. his departure still hurts me deeply.. yeah, i don wish to revert back to where there aint any close buddies around...
im like a boiling kettle that cant prevent the stream from escaping from the cap.. its a uphill task for me to achieve my wish.. its tough and i need help and support.. =(.. im distressed..