The tales of Mr Kee....

Monday, 7 July 2008( 10:04 pm )

Yeah, today I was initialled into a heart pouring conversation with a co buddy, he whom has left co when he was at his lowest point with his girlfriend. It’s been quite awhile since we chat ever since I left poly. Yeah, I sort of abandon my two buddies down there.

Well, he kind of clarify why he left co to focus better during his dark times. Though I briefly know what happen, this clarification helps allows me to have a clearer view of his issue. He has to deal with his girlfriend immigrating to other country and blah...

With one less close friend in the co to talk to, he was left to talk to my deceased buddy who gave utmost emotional support for him. Sorry dude, I too had my dark times and it kind of left a scar. I can’t "integrate' with "them". I don't know why, perhaps it’s my distinct introvert characteristic.

I too, had noticed that he were kind of been ostracized when he went for the recent annual concert. The loneliness, yeah I have experienced it. The feeling sucks. He even mentioned of meeting up, where 3 of us have a dinner or what during his fyp. Upon seeing it, it aches. The meeting up never get conceptualise before that fateful accident happened.

Through broken relationship, you learn something. Been through a handful of short living relationships too makes me learned things that can only be acquire through experiencing it and realising the mistakes that constitute to the broken relationship.

Still, I would blame it on my character. a bad start would eventually leads to a bad fall.

im kinda emo..