[ CONFIRMED! a close chapter. ]
Wednesday, 23 May 2007( 10:21 am )
days ago, i have sent a cruel sms to her.
and today i had a chat with di wei;
[09:20:50 AM] [Chant?] **d: good morning~!
[09:20:56 AM] [DaMo] dG - : morning
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
[09:30:33 AM] [DaMo] dG - : anyway i told her we cant be friends..
[09:31:25 AM] [Chant?] **d: she did told me this.
[09:32:08 AM] [Chant?] **d: err...
[09:32:28 AM] [Chant?] **d: nth. nvm.
[09:32:50 AM] [DaMo] dG - : u should be able to figure out why la
[09:33:06 AM] [Chant?] **d: errrr
[09:33:19 AM] [Chant?] **d: i cant.
[09:33:33 AM] [Chant?] **d: tts why i was asking if there is any misunderstanding?
[09:34:39 AM] [DaMo] dG - : nvm la..
[09:34:49 AM] [DaMo] dG - : just wan to close a chapter in my life
[09:34:51 AM] [Chant?] **d: errrr
[09:35:05 AM] [Chant?] **d: u wan more than frens??
[09:39:42 AM] [DaMo] dG - :
if ( friendship == true )
forget about it~
else
either way it will works..
[09:40:11 AM] [Chant?] **d: tis this programming??
[09:40:19 AM] [DaMo] dG - : yes.. a presdo code..
[09:40:21 AM] [Chant?] **d: i learnt before, but forget le
[09:44:51 AM] [DaMo] dG - : if else condition!?
[09:45:45 AM] [Chant?] **d: i forgt everything!
[09:46:41 AM] [Chant?] **d: cuzzz... hehe.
[09:46:57 AM] [DaMo] dG - : u wouldnt be able to understand wat im trying to convey then..
[09:47:28 AM] [Chant?] **d: don wan to be fren u mean? issit?
[09:47:50 AM] [Chant?] **d: ur english very the dots leh.
[09:48:01 AM] [DaMo] dG - : no friendships..
[09:48:12 AM] [Chant?] **d: den wan wad?
[09:48:16 AM] [DaMo] dG - : other solutions will work just as well..
[09:48:27 AM] [Chant?] **d: huh
[09:50:43 AM] [Chant?] **d: welll welll welll... bwg.
[09:51:38 AM] [DaMo] dG - : nvm..
[09:52:23 AM] [Chant?] **d: wad i can say is...... i don understand wad went wrong.
[09:52:49 AM] [DaMo] dG - : wat went soooo wrong is her memory resides in my head..
[09:52:50 AM] [DaMo] dG - : can!?
[09:52:53 AM] [DaMo] dG - : understood?
[09:53:11 AM] [DaMo] dG - : and now i just wan her to GET OUT of my life..
[09:53:21 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i wan to move on!
[09:53:27 AM] [DaMo] dG - : understood!?
[09:53:50 AM] [Chant?] **d: okokok.
[09:54:01 AM] [ nChant?] **d: u proof me right!
[09:54:46 AM] [DaMo] dG - : if we cant be TOGETHER, then i RATHER deny her existance!!
[09:54:50 AM] [DaMo] dG - : UNDERSTOOD!?
[09:55:05 AM] [Chant?] **d: okok. chillll....
[09:55:13 AM] [Chant?] **d: brb!!!
[09:55:44 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i don wan to get to the point becox i WILL get emotional de..
[09:55:51 AM] [DaMo] dG - : then u keep huh huh huh...
[09:55:54 AM] [DaMo] dG - : -___-"
[10:51:32 AM] [Chant?] **d: still there is one thing i don understand... its been so so so long le, y haven u move on?
[10:51:58 AM] [DaMo] dG - : we kept contacting each other..
[10:52:20 AM] [DaMo] dG - : only to recall her...
[10:52:31 AM] [DaMo] dG - : hai.......................
[10:53:54 AM] [Chant?] **d: den why didnt u confess to her?
[10:54:02 AM] [Chant?] **d: den get the ans earlier?
[10:54:11 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i have told her before..
[10:54:16 AM] [DaMo] dG - : she just don get it..
[10:54:32 AM] [Chant?] **d: u hint her or tell her?
[10:55:23 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i cant recalled..
[10:55:40 AM] [Chant?] **d: from wad she told me..
[10:55:49 AM] [Chant?] **d: i think u hint her
[10:55:56 AM] [Chant?] **d: n she don get it
[10:56:12 AM] [Chant?] **d: n she don understand
[10:56:21 AM] [Chant?] **d: tts why.
[10:57:23 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i ask u..
[10:57:48 AM] [DaMo] dG - : wat is the point of saying all of this craps now?
[10:58:00 AM] [DaMo] dG - : chapter of her is closed..
[10:58:16 AM] [Chant?] **d: ya hor?!
[10:58:30 AM] [DaMo] dG - : zzzz
[10:58:53 AM] [Chant?] **d: u tell ur brain to close, but have ur heart close?
[10:59:23 AM] [Chant?] **d: anyway, it hard to move on.
[10:59:30 AM] [Chant?] **d: jia yoU!
[11:01:25 AM] [DaMo] dG - : brain thinks far ahead.. if it doesnt bare fruits, it has to stop..
[11:02:55 AM] [DaMo] dG - : the heart WILL follow suit..
[11:03:24 AM] [Chant?] **d: yupP! can i have half of courage?
[11:04:19 AM] [Chant?] **d: gd--> the heart WILL follow suit..
[11:06:54 AM] [DaMo] dG - : wasted too much unnecessary time on unnecessary thing..
[11:07:36 AM] [Chant?] **d: hmmm... but at least u tried?
[11:08:45 AM] [Chant?] **d: things jus don go the way u wan it..
[11:09:44 AM] [DaMo] dG - : bye.. busy..
and today i had a chat with di wei;
[09:20:50 AM] [Chant?] **d: good morning~!
[09:20:56 AM] [DaMo] dG - : morning
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
[09:30:33 AM] [DaMo] dG - : anyway i told her we cant be friends..
[09:31:25 AM] [Chant?] **d: she did told me this.
[09:32:08 AM] [Chant?] **d: err...
[09:32:28 AM] [Chant?] **d: nth. nvm.
[09:32:50 AM] [DaMo] dG - : u should be able to figure out why la
[09:33:06 AM] [Chant?] **d: errrr
[09:33:19 AM] [Chant?] **d: i cant.
[09:33:33 AM] [Chant?] **d: tts why i was asking if there is any misunderstanding?
[09:34:39 AM] [DaMo] dG - : nvm la..
[09:34:49 AM] [DaMo] dG - : just wan to close a chapter in my life
[09:34:51 AM] [Chant?] **d: errrr
[09:35:05 AM] [Chant?] **d: u wan more than frens??
[09:39:42 AM] [DaMo] dG - :
if ( friendship == true )
forget about it~
else
either way it will works..
[09:40:11 AM] [Chant?] **d: tis this programming??
[09:40:19 AM] [DaMo] dG - : yes.. a presdo code..
[09:40:21 AM] [Chant?] **d: i learnt before, but forget le
[09:44:51 AM] [DaMo] dG - : if else condition!?
[09:45:45 AM] [Chant?] **d: i forgt everything!
[09:46:41 AM] [Chant?] **d: cuzzz... hehe.
[09:46:57 AM] [DaMo] dG - : u wouldnt be able to understand wat im trying to convey then..
[09:47:28 AM] [Chant?] **d: don wan to be fren u mean? issit?
[09:47:50 AM] [Chant?] **d: ur english very the dots leh.
[09:48:01 AM] [DaMo] dG - : no friendships..
[09:48:12 AM] [Chant?] **d: den wan wad?
[09:48:16 AM] [DaMo] dG - : other solutions will work just as well..
[09:48:27 AM] [Chant?] **d: huh
[09:50:43 AM] [Chant?] **d: welll welll welll... bwg.
[09:51:38 AM] [DaMo] dG - : nvm..
[09:52:23 AM] [Chant?] **d: wad i can say is...... i don understand wad went wrong.
[09:52:49 AM] [DaMo] dG - : wat went soooo wrong is her memory resides in my head..
[09:52:50 AM] [DaMo] dG - : can!?
[09:52:53 AM] [DaMo] dG - : understood?
[09:53:11 AM] [DaMo] dG - : and now i just wan her to GET OUT of my life..
[09:53:21 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i wan to move on!
[09:53:27 AM] [DaMo] dG - : understood!?
[09:53:50 AM] [Chant?] **d: okokok.
[09:54:01 AM] [ nChant?] **d: u proof me right!
[09:54:46 AM] [DaMo] dG - : if we cant be TOGETHER, then i RATHER deny her existance!!
[09:54:50 AM] [DaMo] dG - : UNDERSTOOD!?
[09:55:05 AM] [Chant?] **d: okok. chillll....
[09:55:13 AM] [Chant?] **d: brb!!!
[09:55:44 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i don wan to get to the point becox i WILL get emotional de..
[09:55:51 AM] [DaMo] dG - : then u keep huh huh huh...
[09:55:54 AM] [DaMo] dG - : -___-"
[10:51:32 AM] [Chant?] **d: still there is one thing i don understand... its been so so so long le, y haven u move on?
[10:51:58 AM] [DaMo] dG - : we kept contacting each other..
[10:52:20 AM] [DaMo] dG - : only to recall her...
[10:52:31 AM] [DaMo] dG - : hai.......................
[10:53:54 AM] [Chant?] **d: den why didnt u confess to her?
[10:54:02 AM] [Chant?] **d: den get the ans earlier?
[10:54:11 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i have told her before..
[10:54:16 AM] [DaMo] dG - : she just don get it..
[10:54:32 AM] [Chant?] **d: u hint her or tell her?
[10:55:23 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i cant recalled..
[10:55:40 AM] [Chant?] **d: from wad she told me..
[10:55:49 AM] [Chant?] **d: i think u hint her
[10:55:56 AM] [Chant?] **d: n she don get it
[10:56:12 AM] [Chant?] **d: n she don understand
[10:56:21 AM] [Chant?] **d: tts why.
[10:57:23 AM] [DaMo] dG - : i ask u..
[10:57:48 AM] [DaMo] dG - : wat is the point of saying all of this craps now?
[10:58:00 AM] [DaMo] dG - : chapter of her is closed..
[10:58:16 AM] [Chant?] **d: ya hor?!
[10:58:30 AM] [DaMo] dG - : zzzz
[10:58:53 AM] [Chant?] **d: u tell ur brain to close, but have ur heart close?
[10:59:23 AM] [Chant?] **d: anyway, it hard to move on.
[10:59:30 AM] [Chant?] **d: jia yoU!
[11:01:25 AM] [DaMo] dG - : brain thinks far ahead.. if it doesnt bare fruits, it has to stop..
[11:02:55 AM] [DaMo] dG - : the heart WILL follow suit..
[11:03:24 AM] [Chant?] **d: yupP! can i have half of courage?
[11:04:19 AM] [Chant?] **d: gd--> the heart WILL follow suit..
[11:06:54 AM] [DaMo] dG - : wasted too much unnecessary time on unnecessary thing..
[11:07:36 AM] [Chant?] **d: hmmm... but at least u tried?
[11:08:45 AM] [Chant?] **d: things jus don go the way u wan it..
[11:09:44 AM] [DaMo] dG - : bye.. busy..
a loose end that had strangled me for far far tooo long..
she does not exist anymore..